I usually don't post too much info on my family. I am a private person and like to keep things simple. But I need to ask that if you are a Christian and believe in Jesus Christ,to please pray for my family and oldest son,Calin. I know what the power of praying can do.
I don't feel too comfortable sharing all the details....and that's not really important anyways....God knows our needs and prayers anyways.....just knowing other believer's that are willing to give a moment of time to say prayers for my son and our family,is what I really need at this moment. As a mom,there comes a time when you must let go and let your babies grow up and take responsibility of there own life.This has proven to be a difficult time for me. My son is 17......he's been dealing with major depression and some bulling at his school and always been a little immature for his age. He's been dealing with this for at least 3 years....along with some other various problems. I had no idea that he was feeling suicidal and absolutely zero self esteem and worth! My heart breaks for him in a way I know all mother's feel when you see your child in such a desperate state. He's been in and out of counseling since he was 5 years old. Was diagnosed with ADD when he was little....now they think he might be Bi-Polar or Aspergers Syndrome. He will get a psychological evaluation in May. This will help us learn how to deal with things a little better and how to treat him. I just ask for anyone who is willing to please pray for him and us.....things have been steadily getting worse the older he is getting......I'm running out of time,since he will soon be an adult in the eyes of the law and society. I will keep you posted and up to date once we know more. I thank you in advance because I have no prayers left within me....but I know The Holy Spirit Prays for me when I can't or don't know the words to say. I'm trying to stay strong....but feel so weak at times.
PS- I feel very vulnerable in telling such private family details....but like I said,prayer can be a valuable tool.....and we certainly need all the prayers we can get right now!! thanks so much!!